May222012
Feeling the story out
Living the very last moment
Fearing the loss
But still knowing its impossible
If I told u I loved you
Would you know that I knew the same
I was ready from the first time
I heard you say my name
The look on your face
The fear in my eyes
The way you handled my fear
You gave us no room for lies
I know that a past life you were meant to be mine
With the present we live in
Your love i have to decline
I want this with you wholeheartedly
So my love will show right through
I will love you and let you go to another
Watch the vision of the love we knew
I feel you
May212012
The one that I will naturally fall into
No words, no games, no strings
No puppets.
I’m living and getting ready for it
I’m excited and feeling
Like I could not have left at a better time
This time is the right time
Because this is when I left…
He won’t miss my kiss or touch
But he will always remember this
Remember why the feeling stopped
And love ran away with bliss
Your heart was cold your fear was on fire
Nothing else left needed to be defeated
No matter how many ways u desired
No history can be repeated…
I felt you like the waves grip the storm
And I was loyal to the farthest point
The lesson learned by me was so simple
I will balance a love that is joint
Not separated by anger, by jealousy
Or ignorant choice
Love makes my world go round…
What makes your world spin..
Is it something you can feel?
8PM
Heavy on my heart
Heavy on my mind
Heavy is the feeling
That in new love I might find
All the flaws and all the pain
That I ran so far from
It might come again
So up goes my guard
Click goes the key
I was so ready to give to you
The honesty in me
The love the care the friendship
The level of a journey so far
But I’m changed and I’m real
I’m so grounded
It’s unlikely we could fly from the start
So I take it all back
I smile and I hold you
Someone else will kiss you
Someone else will unfold you
May192012
Taking me there
Telling me how it goes
Showing me kindness
And a feeling I haven’t known
One of my favourite places
Then a walk with beautiful sights
A peaceful conversation
That could last all night
Naturally touching
Honestly feeling
Desiring and taking action
All the comfort revealing
Holding me whilst walking
Laughing whilst talking
Synchronising behaviour
A memory to savour
You took the action
The care and the desire
Put it all out there
And now a love will acquire
The feeling I had as I smiled when I left
The heart that was beating so fast in my chest
A feeling I know I will want to meet again
All because you asked and that night I said yes
X
May162012
What a day…
What a meeting..
What a result!
Do I miss him?
I guess so…
Would love to share this with him but he doesn’t care.
Live it, live it right now…
I have done all the hard work
And as much as he wants to claim from it I just can’t allow it…
I want the best for her for myself
And as much as I believed it was him
I’m slowly discovering I was wrong…
Love is an action
I express my love daily…
Love isn’t inside him
He expresses nothing….
Aug 2012 be the difference you want to see in the world.
;0)
May132012
The way you think triggers actions
The way you speak triggers reactions
The lies you tell bring forth confusion
The heart you break creates more karma
The time you waste shows disrespect for life
The body you take shows you have no values designed
I am the one who to you confessed it all
I am the one that you loved and threw away
I am the girl who loved you despite your flaws
I am the one who you told she was not worthy at all
I tried and I compromised
I worked and I grew
But nothing changed in the man that I knew
Stubborn and spiteful
Insecure and self pitying
With all of these issues I was constantly battling
Reassuring and building, hoping and loving
Showing faith when you pushed me into my lowest moments
What I’m trying to show you is what you already know
I’m saying it’s ok to be flawed
Because to me you were imperfectly perfect…
X
May112012
The meeting of two that feel the same.
An idea of love that two people claim.
The living of life with a happiness that’s free.
I am happy to have you now, no need to change history.
Your manner is calm and your wit is sharp.
I have felt the feeling of knowing you right from the start.
Your smile brightens darkness and your thoughts are mine.
I think…you think…we text…we talk…we laugh…we smile…
Happiness is so apparent with you.
Sadness was so apparent with him.
I’m so happy to just know true appreciation.
I am blessed to be inspired to desire better for myself.
I know where i have been was damaging my spiritual health.
So now I am free I take a chance to design and refine.
I love myself and my family and will love you in good time.
